Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Truth

The truth is a funny thing...the world is just filled with lies..the fact that anyone speaks the truth ever is astonishing. I've told many lies in my life and I have to say....I regret every word that came out of my mouth. It's ruined me...
The truth about me is that I'm weak...I try so hard to be strong..to hide how hurt I am...but all I am is weak....
I don't know what I'm doing half the time...I'm stupid..I've made awful mistakes...and lost people that I love.
I'm a manipulative, controlling, depressed, angry,weak person..and that's the truth. But every single day I hide my feelings from everyone around me and act strong and try..so hard to be happy...One day I wish that I will just EXPLODE (in a good way) and I will just come pouring out with all my feelings and memories that are bottled up inside. Maybe then I could feel better...happier. Smile. Love....

"Talk is cheap and lies are expensive your wallet's fat and so is your head."-GreenDay

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